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| i hate chemistry. thats all there is to it. i dont think i did all that bad on this exam, but i know whats coming and i hate it lol. i have a little down time between my 8 and 9:30 classes but not enough to go back to sleep, so im bored trying to kill time. cant wait for tomorrow tho! katie and Jen and maybe kyla (dont know yet for sure) are coming to como for rally night, ku game and the pimps/hoes party saturday night! gonna be a blast! crap i gotta be up at the butt crack of dawn tomorrow for tickets i almost forgot about that. i think my backs out of line. it really really hurts and its not muscular hurt. yay...welll today should be a productive one. im going to go on a cleaning spree and clean my room and my car....they both need it bad! ill prolly even wash it tomorrow when i have money to. so thatll take alll day lol, but if Brian's not too busy ill end up hanging out with him. I'm crazy about him. well time for me to go to human sexuality! much love! *Jess*
f**k KU!
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| hey y'all! yep..its been awhile lol...i finshed first semester pretty roughly haha. it looks like this one will be better for me woohoo! well im incredibly bored. i dont have class till 11 tomorrow then i have another class at noon, then im done once it gets out at 1! i want to go home so i can bring back the rest of my crap lol, but mom says the weather is gonna be crap. ive driven in crappy weather before, so i think im going no matter what. so i think i survived my first week of classes pretty well, even tho i slept all day wednesday. i dont remember talking to Brett when he called me, i remember an alarm, and i dont rememebr shutting it off lol so i slept till 1 and my classes were out then lol oops. didnt matter anyway. i dont think i have a single one of those classes anymore. i switched biology lectures to a later time than 8 in the mornin, and i dropped anatomy lecture and anatomy lab cuz my advisor told me those are to prepare students for gross anatomy which includes the cadaver lab, which is a pt school course...so ill take it in 3 years lol. my bio lab...well thats the only one i still have on wednesdays at the original time i signed up for. ive decided this weather is bullcrap. how come MY senior year we didnt get hammered with ice and get out of school for a week??? did i get any snow days whatsoever??? i dont actually remember but i dont think we did. i dont remember if it was my junior or senior year that me and kyla almost died driving to school in my truck when it decided to die in the turn lane after i started my turn and wouldnt start for 10 minutes or so. hmmm...well like i said im bored. ive spent the past few evenings with mark, but not tonigh, i need a break lol the guys cool and all but come on....i need space sometimes lol. hes in my psych class so maybe hell make me study this time hahahaha. well i guess thats all i got for now. much love and ice and snow lol *Jess* | | |
| hey y'all. Sleep deprivation sucks ass. I'm sitting in Brett's basement, it's 3:30, and I'm wiiiiirrrred as hell...and hungry. I'm irritated I haven't slept at night in over a week, I got out of bed at 7 and went to my 8:00 speech class and took a 2 hour nap at 6 or so. I'm exhausted and all I want to do is sleep. I won't get a nap in tomorrow at all. I'm drving home and going dress shoping with mi madre then my grandparents are all coming over for my brothers birthday, then im most likely coming back here. Brett snores really loud. haha...yay only 3 days left of the semster! Regina has me somewhat convinced to skip my chemistry final on monday since theres no way in hell i can even hope to pass the class without a curve. thats just more stress i dont neeed. but its jsut kinda funny my aunt convinced me to skip it and my mom will murder me if i do. we'll see what happends. well im done with this thingie for the next month im sure lol. much love! *JESS* | | |
| hey y'all. so its been awhile, again lol. lifes been pretty alright for the most part. im still in chemistry but only cuz they wouldnt let me drop it but im taking it over the summer at cmsu..ucm..whatever. im pretty sure parking tickets are ridiculous here at mizzou,i mean good god what do i gotta do not get a bullshit ticket? but anyways..i actually went and worked out tonight. i havent done that since like august i think. it was the very first weekend i went home with brett...im sick of people looking out for me. i appreciate it, but i want to do things on my own and make my own decisions about what i do. if i get myself fucked over by some guy, so be it. i need to learn on my own. but anyways..im ready for thanksgiving break. i love it here for the most part but damn...i need space. im honestly about to snap. plus i miss my girlys. wow im kinda fallling asleep. i think im actually getting out of bed early and working out again. im going to try to get in the habit of working out a few times a week. oh i applied for a job at wal mart. woohoo. well see what happens. but..good night from the 'zou! much love! *Jess* | | |
| hey y'all. I really hate chemistry. I'm thinking about dropping it with no grade and taking it again next semester and actually trying then. college general chemistry 1 is a lot different (even tho it shouldnt be) than high school chem. i understood chem my junior year, and weve gone over the same stuff in chem 1310 and i donnnnt understand it at all. me and jack are failing the class. grrrr. mommys not gonna be happy at all. but anyways....im getting really sick of my roommates boyfriend alwasy being here., its 9:30 am and hes here in bed but shes in class right now. hes sleeps here every single night. hes slept here every night for like a month and a half now. its getting ridiculous. i dont get any alone time. its getting to the point that i dont care if hes asleep, im gonna go about my time in my room as i usually would, lights on, normal talking, music playing...if he has a problem with it he can start staying at his own place. plus they dont repsect the fact that im trying to sleep no matter when it is. if therye still awake at 3 am, then they have the lights on, tv blasting, and theyre usually goofing around and being really freaking loud. im in the process of getting out of here. i put in a request to move, and now im gonna join a learning community over in hopefully excellence, or else responsibility or discovery, cuz i cant live in respect cuz im a freashman, which is a load of shitm but whatever...as long as i can get out of here and move there then i really dont care much...im driving to maryville AND BACK tonight. im picking up katie and bringing her back here for the day friday, then me and brett are driving her to OG friday night. itll be worth it. i dont have anything from 9-4:15 so well have most of the day to hang out and do whatever, then shes going to rally night with us. my mom has my car tho, but i have hers. my cobalt was in the shop cuz it randomly shook bad while driving down the highway. i guess they replaced the brake pads and roters (somethin like that) but it wasnt the brakes that caused it to shake randomly, according to my father. well see what happens with it. yay my last class till band today gets out at noon!! i can take a nap! i slept like shit alissa and josh had the tv screaming "Jarhead" till 3 or so then i just couldnt sleep cuz i was really really hot. so im being a bitch now, me and katie are texting and i didnt turn the sound off, so danger zone plays really really loud when i get a message from here, and im 2 feet from josh's head. but thats all i got for now. much love! *Jess* | | |
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